“Our once great western Christian civilization is dying. If this matters to followers of Jesus Christ, then we must set aside our denominational differences and work together to strengthen the things that remain and reclaim what has been lost. Evangelicals and Catholics must stand together to re-establish that former Christian culture and moral consensus. We have the numbers and the organization but the question is this: Do we have the will to win this present spiritual battle for Jesus Christ against secularism? Will we prayerfully and cooperatively work toward a new Christian spiritual revival ― or will we choose to hunker down in our churches and denominationalisms and watch everything sink into the spiritual and moral abyss of a New Dark Age?” - Mark Davis Pickup

Saturday, February 6, 2016

NEGLECTED PRAYER

Lord forgive me. I have not spent enough time with You in prayer. So often life gets in the way and I forget to truly live on my knees. Because of that I am poorer. 


Tuesday, February 2, 2016

HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF ITALIANS MARCH FOR MARRIAGE BETWEEN A MAN AND A WOMAN

Just when I think society has succumbed to the homosexual agenda
to reconstruct western Christian civilization according to their own image, I come across an article about hundreds of thousands of Italians demonstrating in the streets for traditional marriage between one man and one woman. See link below. Men and women should complement one another. Children need the love of their mother and father within a stable home. 


Do not be duped by the unproven social experiment of same-sex marriage. Self-interest must not prevail over other-interest.  As Pope John Paul II said, the state of marriage will reflect the state of a nation. The gold standard of marriage is a man and woman united under God. 

[Click on image below for "Images of Family Day in Rome", National Catholic Register, 30 January 2016.]

Saturday, January 30, 2016

DESPITE MS, I LIVE IN A WONDERFUL WORLD

A day with grandchildren
Life has been good to me: I love and have been loved. The sun shines even on cloudy days, and I continually think to myself "What a wonderful world." It no longer matters that my legs don't work or that I have degenerative multiple sclerosis. I have love (both human and Divine).



(Click on image below or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RstOpZi54L8 for Rod Stewart's rendition of What A Wonderful World.)

Thursday, January 28, 2016

WHAT I SAID IN WASHINGTON

The Archdiocese of Washington DC asked me to deliver the
Delivering the keynote address
to the Adult & Family Rally at
St. Matthew's Cathedral
Washington, DC
keynote address at Saint Matthew's Cathedral to the  Adult and Family Rally for Life prior to the 2016 National March for Life, On January 22nd.  After my address, many people asked for copies of my speaking notes. I promised to post them on the HumanLifeMatters blog. They are below.

  
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Although I am a Canadian, I have an abiding love for America. In fact, for the longest time I kept a copy of the Declaration of Independence hanging on my wall at home.

The towering words of its preamble have struck a full chord of truth within humanity’s breast since the day they were proclaimed 240 years ago:

“We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.” 

I believe the collective wisdom of America’s Founding Fathers intentionally placed the Right to Life first because all other rights depend upon it. 

The Right to Life is properly the first and highest human right endowed to every human being by their Creator (God). It begins with that spark of life we commonly call conception.  It is the highest right regardless of what any court or legislature may decree. There is a higher law and Law-giver (God). To rob someone of their right to life is murder. 

Never mistake licence with Liberty. The legitimate pursuit of happiness is never gained by killing someone. America may be the land of the free (as your national anthem says) but that does not (and must not) include the freedom to choose death for another life. 

The 1973 Supreme Court decision, Roe versus Wade legalized that very thing in the form of abortion. The death toll from abortion has surpassed 58 million unborn children. It wounded countless parents physically, emotionally and spiritually. A woman can have an abortion for any reason at all or no reason whatsoever. 

I believe the signers of the American Declaration would be horrified to learn American soil is polluted with the blood of its own children before they ever saw the light of day.

Do not think I am removed from the tragedy of abortion. My hands are bloody too. When the abortion holocaust was just beginning in Canada, I pressured my girlfriend to abort our child. She wanted to get married and have our baby. We were 18 years old. I wanted to party with my friends, so I pressured, cajoled and emotionally abandoned her until I got wanted. 

For a short time we felt relief.  We were told the usual lies that our baby was just a blob of tissue, that we did what was best – after all we were too young to be parents and we would always be poor. Here’s a truth: Nobody knew whether having a child as teenager automatically relegated us to a life of poverty. Here’s another truth: It was not a blog of tissue and that truth was known long before the abortion laws in your country and mine were changed. 

Even as an 18 year old teenager, I knew what my girlfriend was carrying within her was another human being. I was aware of early embryonic photography dating back to 1957. I saw the photographs. I knew the truth; I chose to ignore it. If we had let our baby be born there were many families who desperately wanted to adopt. We did not have to kill our baby. 

The relief and freedom from fatherhood did not last. I also had a conscience. Eventually 18 year olds grow up (at least they should). Four years later my daughter was born. I loved being a dad (I still do). I loved having a family (I still do). But even now as an old man there is a sadness knowing I did not protect my first child, that I was directly responsible for that baby’s death. 

The mother of that aborted baby grieved her abortion for decades. I know. She has been my wife for 42 years. That abortion is the biggest regret of our lives. Happily, we have been forgiven by none other than God. 

Let me speak to people here who may have been involved with
Pope Francis
abortion.
  God is in the forgiveness business. He wants to forgive us. Pope Francis has declared this year the Year of Mercy. One Catholic website put it this way:

“Pope Francis is offering you the opportunity to encounter the incredible mercy of God. Encountering mercy means encountering God. It can transform your life, your relationships, your work, and your ability to embrace and experience all of life.”[1] 

I know from personal experience the truth of those words. If there’s anyone here who has had an abortion or been involved in one, and not yet confessed it and received absolution, now is the time to set things right with God, in the Year of Mercy. 

Participating in the March for Life is an important witness for life to a culture that has forgotten that every life is sacred. Not only does the March for Life decry the evil of abortion and euthanasia, it calls out for a better way that always affirms life, and never denies it.

Any action or law meant to intentionally kill human beings must be adamantly opposed by people of faith and good will. The intentional taking of life can never be condoned or supported in any just and civilized society.  What you are opposing are aberrations in history of western civilization. 

 In a 1997, U.S. Supreme Court Chief Justice William Rehnquist stated as much: In the Supreme Court ruling on the case of Washington versus Glucksberg, Chief Justice Rehnquist wrote:

“… an examination of our Nation’s history, legal traditions, and practise demonstrates that Anglo American common law has punished or otherwise disapproved of assisting suicide for over 700 years.”[2] 

And yet in the span of my lifetime, both America and Canada have lost their Judeo-Christian morality about the sanctity of human life; the moorings have been swept away by a tide of secularism. 

It may be different in the United States, but Canada has, in large measure, turned its back on its Christian heritage and we are paying a terrible price. Every abortion in Canada is paid by taxpayers (whether they want to or not). In the coming months, Canada will usher in a new phase of killing with legal assisted suicide. 

Last year, Canada’s Supreme Court struck down our laws against assisted suicide. They gave Canada’s Parliament 52 weeks to put in place assisted suicide mechanisms for Canadians with what they called “… a grievous and irremediable medical condition (including an illness, disease or disability)”.

Would these parameters include mental illness or clinical depression? Yes, they could.

And the individual does not need to seek treatment to qualify for physician assisted suicide. People will push the envelope. That is the direction my country is about to take.  Is it what you want for America? Would that be consistent with the moral vision of your founding fathers? 


The cultural poison of assisted suicide is coming to America state by state. It is already in Oregon, Washington, California, and Vermont. There are currently bills before the legislatures of Maryland and the District of Columbia to legalize assisted suicide. 

Maryland’s Senate Bill 676 is to assist people with a terminal illness, to have assistance with their suicide within “certain” circumstances.Bill 676 defines terminal illness as, “a medical condition that, within reasonable medical judgement, involves a prognosis for a patient that will likely result in the patient’s death within 6 months.” Doctors are notoriously inaccurate at predicting when patients will die. And what does “reasonable medical judgement” mean?

I am not a lawyer but there seems to be a startling feature in the Bill that says the “death of a patient by reason of self-administration of certain medication [poison] shall be deemed to be a death from natural causes.”  I may be mistaken but didn’t we used to call that falsifying medical records? Is there a motive to avoid having to give evidence in “certain” legal proceedings? It’s all so questionable. But then, it usually is when it comes to killing people.

The District of Columbia is also facing a so-called Death with Dignity bill that supports the odious human abandonment of physician assisted suicide for the terminally ill. It defines terminal illness as:

“incurable and irreversible disease that has been medically confirmed and will, within reasonable medical judgment, result in death within six months.” 

Again, the bill does not define “reasonable medical judgment” and again let me say doctors are not very good at predicting death. 

Advocates of assisted suicide and euthanasia are masters of twisting words and using euphemisms to make evil appear good and good appear evil. They make death a blessing and living a curse. 

Be careful of language.  Those who control language shape attitudes and set agendas. Effective use of words and euphemisms can disguise evil and muddle good people’s ability for thoughtful discernment.

We must ask where do euphemisms come from and why they were coined? Euphemisms are intended to disguise something.

“Medical aid in dying” is meant to give an air of medical legitimacy killing the incurably ill whereas the word euthanasia still makes many people recoil. Cloak lethal injection of the sick with clever euphemisms … and it is still murder. 

The phrase Death with dignity is designed to give the impression of compassion to euthanasia and assisted suicide and make killing respectable. Death with dignity is not achieved by injecting someone with poison when they are at their lowest point or starving and dehydrating them to death. That is abandonment not dignity. Let me tell you something about death with dignity: It is not an event rather the end of a process of having lived with dignity.

Quality of life: Let me tell you something about quality of life. It is a moving target, It changes with time, circumstances and perspective. When I was twenty-five, if some clairvoyant told me that within a few years I would go from being healthy, able-bodied and athletic to being chronically ill with an incurable degenerative disease, that I would lose my upwardly mobile career and be forced to live on a modest disability pension, all before the age of forty – I would have said there’s no quality of life in that. I don’t want a life like that. Yet today, in my sixties, my life has quality. Why the difference? My standard for quality of life changed. Today what gives my life quality is to love and be loved.

[At this point someone may be thinking, “That’s fine for you but what about people who are not loved, and have no connection to a community of concern?” Precisely! What about them! Is our response to help them kill themselves or do we offer them love and help them search for community and meaning?] 


People talk about a right to die. Death is not a right; it is an eventuality that will visit us all.The American Declaration of Independence and even the United Nations declaration of Universal Human rights declare a “right to live.” Neither declares a right to death.

I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis in 1984 at the age of 30. For those of you who may be unfamiliar with MS, it is a neurological disease of unknown cause. It is incurable and often chronic. For whatever reason, my body attacks the fatty mylen coating around nerves causing scars that impair or stop signals coming and going to the brain.

In my case attacks would impair various functions, then remit returning most but not all previous ability. I would go to bed each night not knowing what function I would wake up with or without and no guarantee lost function would return or how much if it did.
Symptoms could last days, months and even years. It was like a terrifying roller coaster ride.

-                  I would lose the use of my legs, or my right arm.
-                  I would lose sensation and be unable to distinguish hot                    from cold or sharp from blunt.
-                  My vision was affected and so was my hearing.
-                  I would lose my ability to speak.
-                  I would lose bowel or bladder control and dirty myself.
-                  I would develop painful and frightening spasms.
-                  I had a crippling fatigue and I still do. 

All of these attacks would come with no guarantee I would get back lost function. I went from being healthy, able-bodied and athletic to walking on a cane, two canes, then crutches, then a wheelchair or scooter. It was awful! 

At about the 2-3 year point in my downhill slide with MS, my grief
was so profound and unimaginable, my sorrow so deep, my heartache so sharp, that my judgment was clouded. 

If assisted suicide had been available in the mid-1980s, and if I not had been enveloped in the love of God and my wife, LaRee, I may have taken my life, at a low point. I am so glad now that did not happen. I would never have known my 5 grandchildren. (We never know what tomorrow may bring.) 

I needed to safely grieve with the freedom to cry out, and not be helped with a death wish I might have expressed at my lowest point.

People need to grieve a loss. They need to know that there are people around them who will uncompromisingly hold up the value of their lives – even if they cease to believe in their own value (especially then). A person grieving catastrophic disability or incurable illnesses needs help to rediscover their natural human dignity when they have lost sight of it (especially when they’ve lost sight of it).

Throughout 30 years with degenerative MS, I have observed and studied grief – both my own and others. Grief will visit everyone. Maybe someone you know has grieved a loss, is grieving a loss at this very moment, or is about to grieve. Perhaps that someone is you.

I want to address grief because unresolved grief fuels calls for assisted suicide and euthanasia. Let me say that again, unresolved grief fuels calls for physician assisted suicide.

Grief is like a river that cuts through the course of human lives. When the current in a river of grief ceases to move, it can stagnate and can become dangerous if internalized. Things that block or dam the flow of grief must be cleared away or broken though. 

People grieve differently depending on their personality and disposition, their culture and background, … and most importantly, their openness to the divine love of God through His Son Jesus Christ.

Grief is distinct in that it is usually focuses on an object. That’s different from depression which may not have a focus. 

Depression and grief are often related but in my experience they are not the same. Grief that ceases to progress can settle into depression. Depression is dangerous because it festers and can become entrenched.

Grief is dynamic because it still interacts to its surroundings and stimulus. Grief is expressive while depression tends to turns in on itself.

Grief can express a multitude of emotions through music, writing, drama or dance. This is good. It indicates grief that is still fluid and moving. Depression can only express darkness of the human spirit. It is unresponsive.

Because grief and depression are so closely related, it is important for caregivers and loved-ones try to keep them from melding together.

A river of grief should have ebbs and flows. It’s imperative for the
sufferer’s loved ones to keep the river of grief moving otherwise the sufferer can begin to perceive a perverse solace with his sorrow and move into despair of life. His despair can masquerade as destiny. It is a twisted perception, granted, but it is a dangerous state because death can become preferable to life. Fait accompli. 

Suicide can be seen as deliverance from physical, psychological, emotional, spiritual agony. The isolation of the sufferer is observable by others, especially his family – that creates isolation for them too. They can feel cut-off from their loved one’s suffering. Suffering can create isolation that is difficult if not impossible to express. It deepens the sense of isolation. The sufferer’s loved ones see the anguish of the sufferer and they feel helpless to alleviate the pain.[3] 

There are two anguished solitudes. My wife LaRee speaks of this. She once said “It is easier to be than to watch.” She believes it is more painful to helplessly watch my deterioration than to be the one deteriorating. Perhaps she is right: The thought of things being the other way round is too painful for me to contemplate. My mind simply refuses to go there!

How many times have you heard someone say, “I wish I could trade places with him or her” as they watched a loved one suffer. But they cannot. They are vocalizing their agony of helplessly watching the sufferer. Of course, it is impossible to transfer actual suffering.

Loved ones of the sick can mistakenly project their own internal pain or sorrow on to the sick person. The family of the sick or dying person can actually perceive suffering where none exists or is much less than they perceive. Let me illustrate with an example from my own life: 

A number of years ago my mother was dying of bone cancer. Her physical pain was well controlled. Her suffering was of an emotional or spiritual nature. But overall her symptoms were well controlled, yet I heard friends and loved-ones talking about her terrible pain. When I would rouse her and ask if she was in pain, she consistently said No. Friends and loved-ones saw her dying through the lens of their own sorrow. Sorrow and grief can distort reality. 

People grieve visually; they grieve in sound and in abstract ways. Perhaps grief raises its head at the sight a park, lake or even a flower that takes them back to an earlier and happier time before sickness or disability.

Maybe a particular piece of music transports them to another place and time. (There is a certain song that reminds me of the last time I was able to dance with my wife. It is a bitter-sweet memory.) 

Music played a huge part in my grief journey. There was a time when I was a musician.

Early in my disease, I lost my sense of musical timing, and the
coordination in my right hand. This was a horrible shock. I played guitar, and at the risk of sounding boastful, I was very skilled.
I grew up in a musical family. My mother taught music for over sixty years. At any rate, about two years after losing my ability to play the guitar, I realized it was probably not going to return. And so, at an apex of sorrow, I took my beautiful, top of the line instrument and sawed it in half. 

My wife was horrified! She yelled at me, ‟What are you doing! You’ve lost your mind!” I put the two pieces of my destroyed guitar back in its case. We spent the rest of the evening in stunned silence. But I was not sorry. 

It was like a dam burst to let my grief move on.  It was a letting go that started a first step ― the first of many ― that continues to this day in a long journey. I am continually encountering Christ along the way. He helps me redefine my sense of self within each new reality. 

The shock of loss due to acquired disability or incurable illness (whether it be you or a loved-one) inexorably alters the expected or planned course of life. The question is “How will you respond?”

No matter how you respond or what you choose there will be a cost. If you choose to move on with life, it will break your heart but not your humanity; if you give up and choose death under the guise of autonomous choice, it will break your humanity and damage the greater human community that you leave behind. 

The idea of independent personal autonomy is diametrically opposed to the concept of interdependent community. Words like family, neighbor, community, nation attest to our interdependence. One person’s actions don’t affect just them. They never do. 

If I choose assisted suicide it will not affect just me. It will affect my wife, my children, my grandchildren. It will affect my doctor because I will ask her to stop being a healer and become a killer. My suicide will affect my community and, in a small way, it will affect my nation by helping to entrench the notion there is such a thing as a life unworthy to be lived.

I do not have a right to ask for assisted suicide because it will help to put in peril vulnerable people who will come after me. No matter how sick I become I still have a responsibility to the Common Good of society.

I have a right to expect the best palliative care available and those things that will foster life with dignity even at its end.  

Human value is not derived from health, acquisition, ability, wealth or even sentience. It comes from merely being. Rene Descarte said, “I think, therefore, I am.” To his assertion I respond, “No, we are, therefore we matter.” To understand this is to understand human inclusion.

Our value comes from being image bearers of God and the
immense love God has for us. My journey of suffering from degenerative MS, and my search for meaning in pain,  brought me to the foot of the cross and the divine love that put Christ on it. 

For those of us with incurable or degenerative diseases – and are still cognitively able to seek the revelation of God’s love – we must be open to letting Christ use our pain, anguish and trials to spiritually mature us and transform us to be more like him. It is important that we simply surrender to Christ’s leading, and to realize that in this earthly life it is more important to understand than to be understood. I needed to relinquish my pain to Christ and understand how truly poor in spirit I really am – not because of sickness of the body rather sickness of sin and separation from God. Christ’s suffering and death was to pay the penalty for my sin. I am totally helpless to save myself. (But isn’t that the same for all of us?)

Pope St. John Paul said that Christ invites us to unite our suffering with his redemptive suffering. I have discovered it to be true. It is within His redemptive act we will discover divine love ― which is the purpose for which we were created. Suffering has the capacity to strip away all things extraneous to life and leave only that which is essential.

Suffering taught me that at the center of existence rests a heartrending and beautiful mystery. Once that mystery has been glimpsed, everything else becomes a diversion, and irrelevance. That mystery is the light of Christ, illuminated by His divine love.

It is possible to experience an illumination that enables the sufferer to begin to comprehend the glorious transforming liberty available to the children of God, even though we are being physically destroyed. Many people throughout history have discovered this including St. Francis of Assisi, John Milton, John Donne, Alexander Solzhenitsyn and millions of ordinary people.

Perhaps this is what St. Paul meant when he wrote:

“Nevertheless, when one turns to Lord, the veil is taken away. Now the Lord is the Spirit; and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. …”[4]

People in dire and miserable physical circumstances can experience shades of this liberty when in any human context they may not appear to experience liberty whatsoever. Yet out of their wretched surroundings can come salvation and joy.  Christ calls them to unite their suffering with His suffering and transcend beyond themselves to become more like Him. Jesus Christ will make sense of our anguish if we invite Him into in to our lives and remain surrendered to His leading and sensitive to His voice and love. In and by His suffering I found meaning for my suffering.

It has been in my sickroom that I have begun to discover union with Christ’s Crucifixion and a new hope in the cosmic eloquence of His Resurrection. Tears of sadness and tears of joy run together. And I think of something else St. Paul said:

“Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are unseen are eternal. For we know that if this earthly house, this tent, is destroyed, we have a building from God, a house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.”[5]

With such assurances of eternity I am called to be about the Lord’s business in the here and now (just as you are called).

Everyone is loved by God – whether they know it or not.

The point of life is love (both human and divine). Jesus said that the greatest commandment is “Love God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: “Love your neighbor as yourself.”[6] The church teaches that suicide (assisted or otherwise) is contrary to the just love of self. The Catechism tells us that suicide “…offends love of neighbor because it unjustly breaks the ties of solidarity with family, nation, and other societies to which we continue to have obligations.” It is also contrary to love for the living God.[7] 

Whether I am disabled or not, sick or well, in the prime of life or the end of life, I am still responsible to the greater common good of the Human Family. We are not autonomous beings. I have no right to death. If there are any rights they lie with the right to life, its care and nurture ― not only my own but others around me and those yet to come.

It was John Donne wrote these immortal words:

“No man is an island entire unto itself, every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main; … any man’s death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind. And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee.”[8] 

There cannot be personal autonomy if we also cherish community. There cannot be personal independence if we desire human interdependence. Lovingkindness is what defines civilized societies. 

But love needs the divine. Love without God becomes selective, coercive and arbitrary – turning the lives of the weakest and the unwanted into hell on earth. Human benevolence on its own is fleeting and fickle.  The brotherhood of man needs the Fatherhood of God.

For 240 years the sun has shone brightly on America. God has
blessed this nation. I believe He blessed America because it was one nation under God that tried to follow His precepts.

The March for Life proclaims that self-evident truth that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, beginning with the Right to Life.

Every life is worthy of care and defending. It is an unalienable truth that reflects the love in the heart of Christ.

Take that message to the streets of Washington, to your own cities and neighborhoods. Do not let the sun set on ground soaked with the blood of your unborn children and your old, sick and disabled.  May the sun rise of a new day rise where every life – even the most vulnerable – are valued and cared about and embraced. God bless the 2016 March for Life.  God bless America. Thank you.
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Notes:

[2] Accessed from Cornell University, Legal Resource Center, Washington v. Glucksberg, https://www.law.cornell.edu/supremecourt/text/521/702#writing-USSC_CR_0521_0702_ZO
[3] Much of this section is based upon Pope  John Paul II’s Salvifici Doloris, “The Gospel of Suffering, 1984.
[4] 2Corinthians 3.16-17.
[5] 2Corinthians 4.16-5.1.
[6] Matt.22.37-29.
[7] Catechism of the Catholic Church (2281).
[8] John Donne, Devotions Upon Emergent Occasions, Meditation Seventeen.

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

PSSST! -- IT'S A CHILD NOT A CHOICE.

It's a child not a choice. See 4D ultrasound below showing humanity within the womb. (So much for the Pro-choice blob of tissue myth.) 

https://www.facebook.com/MeddyBear.Net/videos/900425126743429/?pnref=story

Friday, January 15, 2016

SEIZE ETERNAL LIFE IN THE HERE AND NOW

Jesus' prayer in the 17th Chapter of John is often referred to as the
High Priestly Prayer. In verse three we read "Now this is eternal life, that they should know you, the only true God, and the one whom you sent, Jesus Christ." In the past, I have plowed through this verse without giving it much thought. I missed so much. In his Book JESUS OF NAZARETH, PART TWO: From the Entrance into Jerusalem to the Resurrection, Pope Benedict XVI commented about this verse:
                                           
"'Eternal Life' is not -- as the modern reader might immediately assume -- life after death, in contrast to this present life, which is transient and not eternal.”Eternal life" is life itself, real life, which can also be lived in the present age and is no longer challenged by physical death. This is the point: to seize "life" here and now, real life that can no longer be destroyed by anything or anyone."

This is important for people like me who are chronically ill. Eternity is not bound by time. Perhaps the Apostle Paul was touching on this truth when he wrote, “Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me life is Christ, and death is gain.” (Philippians 1.20-21) He seized life to serve God. We can too, even though our lives may be broken.

Whether I live or die, Christ is with me. Through my relationship with Christ I no longer merely exist. No! Even in chronic illness and disability I have begun to live more fully than ever before.  My eternal life has already begun. Eternal life consists of knowing the one true God through Jesus Christ. As we draw nearer to the Master we begin to really live. Again Pope Benedict:

"Because I live, you will live also", says Jesus to his disciples at the Last Supper (John 14.19), and he thereby reveals once again that a distinguishing feature of the disciple of Jesus is the fact that he "lives": beyond the mere fact of existing, he has found and embraced the real life that everyone is seeking." (Jesus of Nazareth, p.83)

God is accessible to you and me through His only begotten Son. That is why God sent Christ. Through faith we have eternal life
(John 3.16). This is not a future possession – it is a real possession beginning here and now.

As people draw nearer to that which is eternal, eternity becomes clearer; as they draw nearer to the Holy One they become more holy and sanctified ... set apart for God.

Christ said we are to be perfect just as our Father in heaven is perfect (Matthew 5.48). But how can someone imperfect and flawed like me become perfect? From the preceding verses in this passage of Matthew, I think Jesus was referring to how we love. God is love.

Jesus said, "I give you a new commandment: love one another. As I
have loved you, so you also should love one another. This is how all will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another." (John 13.34. Cf. Matthew 22.36-40). It is through love that Christ draws closer to his followers and makes them holy as they grow in His love. It is through love that his followers give their greatest witness.

Suffering has opened to me new understanding of Divine love.

In suffering we are presented with a stark choice: We can rail against it and let it make us angry and bitter. By doing this, we fall short of our full humanity. Conversely, we can choose to surrender our pain to God and pray Father take away this cup, nevertheless not my will but Your will be done.” By relinquishing ownership of our agony, we begin to transcend beyond ourselves and truly become children of God. We can begin to move toward perfection within Divine love.

Pain can either cause a man to bow and submit to God or stiffen his neck and curse God. Think of the two thieves crucified with Christ: one cursed Christ in his agony and lost his chance for eternal love; the other asked in his pain that Christ would remember him and won a place in paradise. Christ's perfect love offered through suffering brings many to glory (see Hebrews 2.10).

I strive (and sometimes fail) to give my lesser suffering to Christ as a vehicle for my sanctification – a purifying fire to bring me forth as gold to be offered to Him.

 What is your pain? Give it to Christ. You can transcend your agony into a new freedom “to seize "life"" here and now -- real life that can no longer be destroyed by anything or anyone.”